Sunday, March 7, 2010

Trying this again

So I originally started this blog as a class assignment that had to do with politics and really only wrote for the class. I've thought about starting a blog for a long time and decided maybe it was just time to do it... so I am!

It's kind of surreal to me that this might be my last spring semester at TCU. Weird, but exciting! The ups and downs, school and parties, finally coming to end and I'm actually kind of looking forward to it. As much as I would hate to leave the people here that I love, I know that I'll take them with me wherever I go.

I am at the point where I have some pretty important decisions to make and I never thought I'd have to do it so soon. I guess that's kind of what I get for deciding to graduate early! For a while now my plan has been to graduate, stay at TCU for the spring semester and take grad classes, or move back to Houston and start grad school at home. But lately I've been thinking that I need a shock to my system. I'm tired of playing it safe, living the boring and routine life that I've always had and always liked. I feel like it's time for me to get out there and do something different. Move somewhere far away, try and make it on my own for a while (by a while I mean 6 months but hopefully in grad school). Sometimes I just think I need a change, something completely different, where I can finally learn to try and stand on my own 2 feet. I would love to go to London or Spain and travel. I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be able to travel in Europe, more than anything! Too bad I always think this, and say this stuff, but never do it. So maybe this time I will, lets hope!

So even if I don't end up doing anything like that.... maybe this will help me see my journey through it! To the next step in life.... I'm ready for it.... ready for something new.

But as emo as that is, and I know my roommate will hate it, it's just something I needed to say!

This week is gonna be a tough one to swallow.... spring break is so soon and I'm so ready!! No school, Austin, Houston, and Florida. I cannot wait, and luckily, no tests this week, just a couple of assignments but nothing I can't get through.

Until next time...

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